I have always thought of going back to the past and ‘detour’ myself from the event that made us knew each other. I mean, what If I didn’t join that school organization, or what If I became stiff to what my elders told me about disqualifying him…. whatever. Perhaps, I’d still live my life methodically… I’m used of writing the things that I should do the next days or weeks a night before it. Yes, I’m that kind of person who don’t know how to do fast-decisions. I’m afraid not to meet my own standards of a person. Yes, I’m a prisoner of my own self, for everybody’s information…
Until this person came. And changed me 180 degrees from what I am before. I’m used of telling myself that I should do this or that for me not to be humiliated infront of many people or something, but when he became a companion, he taught me how to be ‘free’… to be free of myself… how to laugh at other people and even to my own stupid crappy mistakes. He taught me where teenagers mostly are (I mean somewhere we can stroll), the fast food chains I’ve never gone before, and many more- If only I could write everything.
Despite of what happened, I still and will always consider him the sweetest mistake I’ve done. If not because of him, I wouldn’t be someone I am right now-someone who knows how to laugh at herself, how to drool around, how to act foolishly and how to enjoy life… Thanks though.
